and the roller coaster dips again.

i know that i'm all moody and angry and emotional far too often. i just want to start all over and stop making messes.

and this week the trend
was to borrow all the strength that You could lend
to keep my head above the water and not descend
back to where i said i'd never go again

so i say
give me a solution
and watch me run with it
and then You gave
You gave me a solution
what have i done with it?
cause i was absolutely sure i had it all figured out
way back then
but after this day it's this week all over again

and i just want to get mugged at knifepoint
to get cut enough to wake me up
cause i know that i don't want to die
sitting around watching my life go by
and what we take from this is what we'll get
and we havn't quite figured it out just yet
because all of us are all too stuck
strapped to a chair watching our lives blow up
stuck watching our lives blow up...