ready to relax

well, it's official: i have just sent the first scholarship essay. *breathes a sigh of relief*

i've had so much to do this week and i've just been pushing hard to get finished and not really thinking about spring break. i'm super close to being done with all of the homework and i think i can maybe just relax for the next couple days. i'm trying really hard to imagine that....

can’t believe that i did it again
wake me up from this nightmare
‘cause this monster is wasting me away
and taking my days
everyday i live a bit less
one night leads to another
even if I went back
would they recognize me
or criticize me

who are you that lies when you stare in my face
telling me that i’m just a trace of the person i once was
cause i just can't tell if you're telling the truth or a lie
on you i just can't rely
after all you're just a piece of glass

still i control this nightmare
when i call it answers
but i can't tell it when to come or when to stay

who are you that lies when you stare in my face
telling me that i’m just a trace of the person i once was
cause i just can't tell if you're telling the truth or a lie
on you i just can't rely
after all you're just a piece of glass

don’t talk
listen
hold me tighter
stay with me just for a while
until the sun shines stay with me
just give me one more day

who are you that lies when you stare in my face
telling me that i’m just a trace of the person i once was
cause we're not the same
you're just a picture of me
you’re gone as soon as i leave
you've lived my life for me
and you're no more than a piece of glass

oh...i just got it! it's a mirror...and oh how true....