just be still....

easy isn't what I'd call this
who knows what easy means
the more I try to make this happen the less it's clear to me
the hope that keeps me moving is in Your promises to me
and right now that's enough
it's gonna have to be

sometimes yes
sometimes no
sometimes that's the way it goes
You're not giving any secrets away
who's to know
who's to say
sometimes it's hard to live this way
holding on
letting go
when it's sometimes yes and sometimes no

i wanna know just what it looks like
what the answer's gonna be
i wanna grab a hold of something
to give me some security
and know it's You i'm hearing
gently helping me to see
when everything i've prayed for
is not Your will for me

and it's not poetic justice that has me waiting all this while
it's the way a loving father deals with his child
so this is how i'm learning
holding on and letting go
sometimes yes and sometimes no...