trying really hard to not write the voice of democracy paper

wow it's been forever since i updated this....

hello, dolly! is finally over and now i can get back to...real life.

relient k has a new album coming out soon--i really like the lyrics to this song:

i watch the proverbial sunrise
coming up over the pacific and
you might think i'm losing my mind
but i will shy away from the specifics
'cuz i don't what you to know where i am
'cuz then you'll see my heart
in the saddest state it's ever been
this is no place to try and live my life

stop right there
that's exactly where i lost it
see that line?
well i never should have crossed it
stop right there
well i never should have said that
it's the very moment that 
i wish that i could take back
i'm sorry for the person i became
i'm sorry that it took so long for me to change
i'm ready to
wish i never become that way again
'cuz who i am hates who i've been
who i am hates who i've been

i talk to absolutely no one
couldn't keep to myself enough
and the things bottle inside 
have finally begun to create so much pressure
that i do blow up and
i heard the reverberating footsteps
sinking up to the beating of my heart
and i was positive that unless
i got myself together
i would watch me fall apart 
and i can't let that happen again
'cuz then you'll see my heart
in the saddest state it's ever been
this is no place to try and live my life

stop right there
that's exactly where i lost it
see that line?
i never should have crossed it
stop right there
i never should have said that
it's the very moment that 
i wish that i could take back

stop right there
that's exactly where i lost it
see that line?
well i never should have crossed it
stop right there
well i never should have said that
it's the very moment that 
i wish that i could take back

i'm sorry for the person i became
i'm sorry that it took so long for me to change
i'm ready to
wish i never become that way again
'cuz who i am hates who i've been
who i am hates who i've been

who i am hates who i've been
and who i am will take the second chance You gave me 
who i am hates who i've been
who i've been only ever made me

so sorry for the person i became
so sorry that it took so long for me to change
i'm ready to
wish i never become that way again
'cuz who i am hates who i've been
who i am hates who i've been

listen to it here: http://www.mmhmm.com