Thursday, July 22, 2004

hey everyone! i'm leaving for the Texas mission trip...today...so please pray for us! want to know about it? good.


5 am *shudder*: getting up to clean before people come. ugh.


6 am: Whitney's coming over to pick lice again...she's been at the beach all week...


9 am: hopefully we'll be done and showered and ready b/c Greg is bringing us breakfast...yum.


10-11? am: Joseph and Josh are coming over to work on a song to sing in Texas. then we'll eat...spaghetti.


12:45 pm: going over to the church to leave.


2 pm: leaving! yay!


please pray for us...we'll need it!


 


 


 


 


wow i need to get some sleep first.

schedules are out! hopefully things will change some...we'll see.

First Semester:
Dance Company--Fonville
English 11 Honors--Steele
Theatre Arts A Honors--Drago
Latin 2--Keller

Second Semester:
Art 1?!?!?!--Burgess
AP Statistics--Hood
AP US History--PreudHomme
AP Envitonmental Science--Conetta

Monday, July 19, 2004

a beautiful daughter

gosh i'm excited...it's the perfect solution! i'm going to send out a monthly newsletter to my girls in War! that way, i can write them all more often and say more b/c it will be typed and double sided...much easier and more practical than writing 40-some individual letters every time. the title of it is "a beautiful daughter" and it's really cool....

Saturday, July 17, 2004

i really love going to the dollar tree! we all went today and bought school supplies (i have this obsession with office supplies to it was very exciting), a new barbie dancer dress, baskets for the towels under the sink, hairbows and brushes! b/c i lice-i-fied the old ones...stickers and gift bags. we got some soap and such too.

and i did work on the drama club scrapbook today. yes, i'm only halfway done with "You Can't Get There From Here" and the "Evening of Scenes" but...it will get done eventually. and i've really got to pick up the pace on the Scarlet Letter and the AP US History work. ouch.

i talked to Ryan tonight! he's such a cool kid, and i wish he'd realize how valuable he is. we need more people like Ryan! =)

by the way, i saw "Newsies" tonight! it's just about one of the best musicals i've ever seen, ever. i mean really--the dancing is phenomenal, not to mention that both the dancing and multiple-part harmonies are being performed by fairly young guys. check it out: http://homepage.mac.com/jmar/newsies/

here are some lyrics from it...the song is called "Santa Fe"

So that's what they call a family
Mother, daughter, father, son
Guess that everything you heard about is true
So you ain't got any family
Well, who said you needed one?
Ain't ya glad nobody's waitin' up for you?

When I dream
On my own
I'm alone but I ain't lonely
For a dreamer night's the only time of day
When the city's finally sleepin'
All my thoughts begin to stray
And I'm on the train that's bound for Santa Fe
And I'm free
Like the wind
Like I'm gonna live forever
It's a feeling time can never take away
All I need's a few more dollars
And I'm outta here to stay
Dreams come true
Yes, they do
In Santa Fe


Where does it say you gotta live and die here?
Where does it say a guy can't catch a break?
Why should you only take what you're given?
Why should you spend your whole life livin'
Trapped where there ain't no future
Even at seventeen
Breakin' your back for someone else's sake
If the life don't seem to suit ya
How 'bout a change of scene?
Far from the lousy headlines
And the deadlines in between


Santa Fe
Are you there?
Do you swear you won't forget me?
If I found you would you let me come and stay?
I ain't gettin' any younger
And before my dyin' day
I want space
Not just air
Let 'em laugh in my face
I don't care
Save a place
I'll be there


So that's what they call a family
Ain't ya glad you ain't that way?
Ain't ya glad you got a dream called Santa Fe?

have i mentioned what a cool band BarlowGirl is?

Friday, July 16, 2004

haha! i hoped it would be an interesting sentence:

"Whitney had it too, so we had a lice picking party and that made it not so awful."

1. Go into your LJ's archives.
2. Find your 23rd post (or closest to).
3. Find the fifth sentence (or closest to).
4. Post the text of the sentence in your blog along with these instructions

7 days until Texas!

i did it! my hair is officially shorter than it's ever been...and i really like it! i want to get a picture on here soon...we'll see.

me, my dad, a couple kids from the youth group, and martin's mom all went out to the scout camp that he works at last night...it was really really  cool, even if i didn't understand anything. my dad had a great time, especially since he used to go to things like that all the time. and it was neat, b/c we hardly ever do anything together, and it wasn't awkward or anything. i really need to work on getting to know my dad better.

and i cleaned the bathroom today! what fun...it actually kind of was, b/c my mom and sister were cleaning too, and being silly and listening to music. i really like alphabet soup and gilmore girls. quite a nice combination to round out the day, actually.

i found this this morning and thought it was super cool:

"I pulled you in from all over the world, called you in from every dark corner of the earth, telling you, 'You're my servant, serving on my side. I've picked you. I haven't dropped you.' Don't panic. I'm with you. There's no need to fear for I'm your God. I'll give you strength. I'll help you. I'll hold you steady, keep a firm grip on you. "Count on it: Everyone who had it in for you will end up out in the cold--real losers. Those who worked against you will end up empty-handed--nothing to show for their lives. When you go out looking for your old adversaries you won't find them--not a trace of your old enemies, not even a memory. That's right. Because I, your God, have a firm grip on you and I'm not letting go. I'm telling you, 'Don't panic. I'm right here to help you.'"
~isaiah 41:9-13

on to ap us history homework...ewww....=)

Thursday, July 15, 2004

pediculosis capitis

that's the scientific name for head lice. ick.

yeah...apparently i brought some critters from west virginia back with me. too bad we didn't catch it until 2 weeks after we got it. Whitney had it too, so we had a lice picking party and that made it not so awful. we've treated our houses and have to treat our heads again in 10 days...well 8 now. i'm just glad that it was us instead of someone else on the mission team, b/c we both got it when we went last summer and we knew how to treat it. i really hope i didn't give it to anyone else!

on a more positive note, i'm going to get my hair cut today. i want to to be really...different. i want something choppy and short...hmm....

we found this at http://headlice.org. me and Whitney sure thought it was funny:

Just One Lice is a Louse
       
by Judith A. Goren

                           I don't think lice
                                  are very nice.


They check in with their nits
like your head is the Ritz.


They come by the dozens
and bring all their cousins.


They make your scalp itch
'til you scream like a witch.


Every hair is a slide
where they can crawl down and hide.


The nits cling to your roots
like mud clings to your boots.

Sunday, July 11, 2004

i thought it was neat....

i came across this during the sermon this morning:


"For the lips of an immoral woman drip honey, and her mouth is smoother than oil; but in the end she is bitter as wormwood, sharp as a two-edged sword."
~proverbs 5:3-4

but then i found this:

"For the word of God is living and powerful, and sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing even to the division of soul and spirit, and of joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart."
~hebrews 4:12 

good to know....



 

Friday, July 9, 2004

definitely one of my favorite passages....

"...Don't be afraid, I've redeemed you. I've called your name. You're mine. When you're in over your head, I'll be there with you. When you're in rough waters, you will not go down. When you're between a rock and a hard place, it won't be a dead end--Because I am God, your personal God, The Holy one of Israel, your Savior. I paid a huge price for you...that's how much you mean to me! That's how much I love you! I'd sell off the whole world to get you back, trade the creation just for you. So don't be afraid: I'm with you. I'll round up all your scattered children, pull them in from east and west. I'll send orders north and south: 'Send them back. Return My sons from distant lands, My daughters from faraway places. I want them back, every last one who bears My name, every man, woman, and child whom I created for My glory, yes, personally formed and made each one.... You're My handpicked servant so that you'll come to know and trust Me, understand both that I am and who I am. Previous to Me there was no such thing as a god, nor will there be after Me. I, yes I, am God. I'm the only Savior there is. I spoke, I saved, I told you what existed long before these upstart gods appeared on the scene. And you know it, you're My witnesses, you're the evidence.... Yes, I am God. I've always been God and I always will be God. No one can take anything from Me. I make; who can unmake it? ...Forget about what's happened; don't keep going over old history. Be alert, be present. I'm about to do something brand-new. It's bursting out! Don't you see it? There it is! I'm making a road through the desert, rivers in the badlands...."
~isaiah 43:1-7,10-13,18-19

oh, i love that passage! God used it in so many ways on the mission trip...with my girls in dance, the skits during praise and worship, when i gave my testimony (which was really cool by the way!) and then there's a guy named Jeff that's one of the leaders for our group. he's moving away to go back to school = ( but he was really discouraged one day and he found my Bible that was still opened to that from earlier in the day, it was just what he needed. i like how things like that work out....   

"Meanwhile, the moment we get tired in the waiting, God's Spirit is right alongside helping us along. If we don't know how or what to pray, it doesn't matter. He does our praying in and for us, making prayer out of our wordless sighs, our aching groans. He knows us far better than we know ourselves...and keeps us present before God. That's why we can be so sure that every detail in our lives of love for God is worked into something good."
~romans 8:26-28 

Wednesday, July 7, 2004

i like the mountains oh-so-much....

the ballet company was...great with more modern things, but not-so-great with traditional things. however, i don't like traditional ballet to start with, so i was biased against that part to start with.

it rained. a lot. and the tents were pretty disgusting by the end of the weekend...but it was fun. we camped all the time when i was little, but we hadn't in a while. i had really missed it. 

and you know what i've decided? dating is really screwed up and i don't like it. why do people always end up hurting each other? i don't know about anyone else, but i sure don't enjoy being ripped to shreds by people i care about....

i guess this is where i am at the moment.

tuxedo in the closet, gold band in a box
two days from the altar she went and
called the whole thing off
what he thought he wanted
what he got instead
leaves him broken and grateful

i passed understanding a long, long time ago
and the simple home of systems
and answers we all know
what I thought I wanted
what I got instead
leaves me broken and somehow peaceful

i keep wanting You to be fair
but that’s not what You said
i want certain answers to these prayers
but that’s not what You said

when I get to heaven I’m gonna go find Job
i want to ask a few hard questions
i  want to know what he knows
about what it is he wanted and what he got instead
how to be broken and faithful

i keep wanting You to be fair
but that’s not what You said
i want certain answers to these prayers
but that’s not what You said

staring in the water like Aesop's foolish dog
i can’t help but reflect on what it was I almost lost
what it was I wanted
what I got instead
leaves me broken and grateful
~"what i thought i wanted" by sara groves

Friday, July 2, 2004


              fear is a self-imposed prison.


"God did not give us a spirit that makes us afraid but a spirit of power and love and self-control."
~2 Timothy 1:7